Continued

For some reason I feel as if the strange days will continue. Its late and I am overwhelmed with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Not sure whats going on with this. I can't shake it and I don't like it. The only thing right now I have peace with is my place in my family. I love my husband and I love my girls. I am very secure with being a wife and mother. I love the extra kids I have around me. When I say kids I mean the others who call me mom. I for sure love my girls but I also love the extra girls who are around. Not to mention all the sons I have adopted. Why the strange vibe? I hate questioning things. Right now there is alot to question. This week is going to be long and very difficult. I am super thankful I have Clayton to help me through this yuck. He doesn't have all the answers but supports me completely. He knows my heart. He knows what helps and also what hurts. He is my best friend.

I hope these strange days fade into peaceful days soon!