spilling ethos

Thursday, May 27, 2010

pink slip

I think I may fire myself.

Why should I keep any part of me that wants change?

I am a faithful employee of carried baggage. Oh sure I have my days when I call in sick and lay them all down. But rest assured I get back on my feet and pick the bags up again. I work hard at finding fault in myself. I usually leave no stone unturned. If I find myself slacking in any area I usually can find someone to hold me accountable. Someone who takes me for granted. That does the trick. I can't have me living whole and complete now can I?

Lately, I am finding myself in need of change. I know this won't look good on my record. The emotional scars I have on my resume is what others look for. Who wants to hire someone who is healing from pain? I mean, come on. I know I sound like a careless person. But I'm going to walk on the wild side for a change.

Since I am my own boss............. I'm fired.

1 comment:

Jillo said...

i understand entirely how you felt with this. i love reading your stuff, i feel as if it touches me and speaks to me. you help me, just so you know.

Jill