It was...

today was supposed to be the day to begin my new eating journey but it costs money to change your diet and money is something we lack.

i like my mondays for change so i will let my different schedule be the "change" for today. not my attitude though. i'm still grumpy, that didn't change.

i feel the need to be alone a little more than i usually allow it. i try not to allow the alone to creep in. its uncomfortable. but i'm making myself.

ok. thats enough words. i'm going to eat some applesauce.